Poetry – The Future is Uncertain

The Future is Uncertain

The future is uncertain,

                It hinges on a few men’s actions.

Tribal humanity has a tendency

To align itself in factions.

The truth is glimpsed through shuttered eyes –

                Only seen in fractions.

Our decisions are influenced by bias

                Geared to altering our reactions.

We are constantly manipulated

                And deflected with distractions.

News is a form of control.

What will those few men decide?

Whatever they choose

The repercussions are world-wide.

Different tribes

Conform to what view has been applied.

Opher – 12.3.2022

The reality is that the elite of the vying tribes decide what action to take. It’s a gamble, a game of power politics.

We are informed later.

They then use the might of the media to tell us what to think.

The product of their games is a world in which a small elite flourish while the majority fight for a reasonable standard of life and most fail.

War can be very profitable for some.

Misery is not even factored in.

A nuclear holocaust? A massive humanitarian crisis? A victory at any cost? Who pays the price?

The Corona Diaries – Day 751

I was greatly saddened a day ago to hear of the sudden death of Dewin Nefol AKA Chris, a commentator and contributor to this blog over a number of years. A man whose intellect and sensitivities I much respected, whose creative endeavours in the form of epic poetry were unique and extraordinary. Someone who became a friend. News of his death came as a shock and brought tears to me eyes. I shall miss him greatly – so long mate!!

It’s over four weeks since I went down with Covid. At the time, due to being vaccinated, it was much like a bad cold (sore throat, sneeze, cough, sinuses, headache) and not severe enough to warrant taking to our bed. Thank heavens we were vaccinated! I think if we hadn’t have been the effects could have been catastrophic.

Three weeks after our recovery we are both still suffering from the after-effects. I woke this morning with a really muzzy head and a sinusy headache that does not respond to Lemsip or paracetamol. Coupled with that we are both feeling washed out and drained of energy. I feel worse today than I have felt for weeks!

The other thing I have been noticing is the effect on my digestive system and sleep patterns. Covid has left me a lot more thirsty than I was before. It has put me off alcohol. I still have a metallic taste in my mouth. I am constipated and have an irritable acid stomach. My sleep patterns are different. I am feeling very tired. If I try to read I find myself nodding off. I feel particularly tired in the afternoon and could easily have an hour’s kip. I am sleeping well at night – and, according to my Fitbit I am spending twice as long in deep sleep! That’s significant.

As a biologist looking at all this I am beginning to make a number of observations/conclusions:

a. It is obvious that the virus infects all the organs in the body and some of these symptoms are probably due to way it has affected the brain, heart, liver and digestive system.

b. My body is trying to repair the widespread damage by inducing more sleep/rest.

c. Trying to do too much causes a setback – having the grandchild with us for the weekend has had a far greater effect than normal. I’m paying for it today.

d. My body chemistry is still awry.

e. Even though, due to vaccination, we only had the disease mildly the damage has been widespread and long-lasting.

I’m just hoping that this ‘lingering covid’ doesn’t last too long!

On the positive front – having now had covid (which we caught three months after our booster) we are now likely to be immune for another three months. As we did not qualify for the 4th vaccination this is quite fortunate. If we had caught it a month or too later our immunity would have dwindled further and we would have been a lot worse.

Meanwhile, out in Coronaland, Johnson is relishing his rise in popularity and escape from the jaws of the monster he created. The war is distracting from his lawbreaking, lies and incompetence. He is lapping up the praise heaped upon him from Ukraine for supplying them with sophisticated weapons to blow up Russian tanks and shoot down planes. They probably won’t be quite so effusive when the bill arrives!!

As for leadership?? We still haven’t seen any. Just costume changes and photo opps!! The man is incapable of leading. Even his soundbites are not as catchy. ‘Putin must be made to fail’ does not have much of a ring to it!

Everything the Tories are doing is done through devious means and stealth. They are trying to slide the bill to stop protests through the parliament without it being noticed. They are trying to deflect all the Russian business and hope that the war stops the Russian Tory donations and Russian peerages and Russian election fiddling from being focussed on. They are tightening their control over the BBC and other media outlets. It’s scary. Democracy is quietly being taken apart before our eyes.

We see the effect of this in Russia. The propaganda is being pumped out. Most of the Russian population simply do not believe that Russia is invading Ukraine, neither do they believe that they are shelling civilians.

Maybe things will change a little when the body bags start coming home and the soldiers return with the tales of what they have seen! But then they will probably be stifled too!

That highlights two things for me:

Firstly, the power of the media and how the diet of Tory propaganda through the newspapers has created a mindset in stupid people. The likes of the Express, Mail, Sun, Telegraph and Times have poured out a constant stream of biased news, untrue stories and a programme of vilification against Labour that has given the Tories a platform they don’t deserve and fuelled Brexit. They have a lot to answer for.

Secondly, it highlights to me how careful we have to be overall news coverage. For instance, our views on war. The media controls our views. The world has been beset by some horrendous wars sponsored by the USA and Russia – Syria, Chechnia, Yemen, Somalia, Libya, Eritrea, Nigeria, Central Africa, Sudan……. Cities have been razed to rubble, huge numbers killed and mass migration of traumatised, desperate people. They hardly get a mention. The poor refugees are seen as a nuisance and worse. But somehow Ukraine is different. Is it racism? Fear of a nuclear war? Hatred of Russia? Or media conspired.

War is always horrendous. Is it ever justified? How much of this Ukrainian war is the fault of NATO and the West? Have we gone back on assurances we gave to Russia following the collapse of the USSR? Has NATO been deliberately moving into all those Eastern countries, right up to the borders of Russia as a provocation? Isn’t that similar to the Cuban missile crisis? Shouldn’t more effort have been made to draw Russia into the international community?

It just opens up a series of questions in my mind.

I so wish we had a leader who would explain to us plebs rather than just impose his stupidity on us. Herd Immunity is obviously the policy the government has chosen, even if they refuse to share that with us. They have accepted that there will be a number of deaths, rising cases and rising hospital cases but consider this acceptable and a price worth paying. Why don’t they come out and explain it? Why have they simply removed all restrictions and sacked the scientists? Surely, if it is such a good idea then they can explain their thinking. Aaah but these are politicians. They won’t, because if it all goes tits up they can deny it was their policy and claim they were following the science. Lying is their principal fall-back position. They’ve lied about everything else!

So, there are no restrictions. You don’t have to distance or wear a mask. You don’t even have to stay off work if you have covid. They’ve stopped the testing! It’s a free-for-all!

They want us all to get it, don’t they? They figure that they can hide the deaths and numbers! They are working on the idea that it will make them more popular. That’s all that counts!

Covid is now more widespread than ever. I don’t care what the official figures say. They are grossly inaccurate. I know more people who have had it in the last month than at any time in the pandemic. My relatives are a good example. My older sister and her husband have just gone down with it. Liz’s younger brother and his wife, two of their children, two of my sister’s children. They gone through the whole two years and then we all suddenly go down with it in a matter of weeks. Coincidence??

The official figures (which I believe are well done on the real numbers) are a rise to 72,858 new cases yesterday with another 114 deaths. The hospital cases are rising – 11,314 cases yesterday!!

That’s more than when we locked down!

The government is counting on vaccination. By giving 4th boosters to those over 75, care homes and the vulnerable, they are hoping the hospital cases and deaths won’t go too high.

Johnson’s a gambler. He doesn’t use cards or dice; he uses us!!

Stay safe!!

The Corona Diaries – Days 749/750

It has been rather a frantic weekend. We’ve been entertaining one of our grandchildren which has kept us extremely busy. We’ve been to zoos, castles and play areas! all rather exhausting.

One thing that is quite apparent is the effect Covid has had on us. It has completely sapped out energy. We are now 4 weeks on from when we went down with it and it still lingers!!

Meanwhile, out in Coronaland, our jolly fickle electorate shows just how gullible and influenced by the media they actually are. Everything in the media is now about the war in Ukraine. There has been a change:

It’s as if Partygate, the law-breaking, lying, MET report and Sue Gray has never happened.

It’s as if the Russian connection with the Tories, Brexit and the election of the Tories and Trump is of no consequence.

The sleaze and corruption with Wallpapergate, second salaries, cash for peerages, cash for meetings, preferential illegal pathways, PPE tendering and the rest are forgotten.

The inept handling of Covid is being reinvented as a success. Johnson not only got Brexit done but he beat Covid too!

Speaking of Brexit – the fact that the inept negotiation is costing us £37 billion a year is just being glossed over!

Despite all this corruption, lying and incompetence Johnson’s approval ratings have lept up 11 points and Labour’s lead has been cut to 5%.

Any belief I had in the electorate and the democratic system is shattered. The population is being led around like a bull with a ring in his nose by the likes of Murdock and the wealthy elite who control the media.

Unbelievable. This must rate as the worst government and worst Prime Minister in history and they’re still in with a shout!!

Stay safe!! We just might survive a nuclear Holocaust. We just need to dig a very deep hole and store enough food in it for a year or two. Good luck.

The Russian Connection!!

Just how far has Russia insinuated itself into British Politics?? How big a hold do they have over the economy and the Tory Party?

Why were so few oligarchs targeted and so much warning given?

How much has been paid to the Tory Party by Russians?

How involved were the Russians in Brexit and the elections of Trump and Johnson?

How much Russian funding did Farage and the Brexit Party receive?

Johnson, Sue Gray, Met Report and the Ukraine.

We’re seemingly alright with a lying, useless clown leading us to war!!

Priti Patel – the ruthless face of Toryism!

Compassion is an alien concept to Tories. They understand greed and exploitation though. They understand lust for power but when it comes to caring all they can manage is contempt.

The way they treat people is despicable.

Eulogy for Dewin – So Long Mate!! I’ll miss you!!

Can you really be good friends with someone you have never met? I think so. Dewin Nefol (AKA Chris), the writer, poet, activist and thoroughly nice guy, was a good friend. I shall miss him terribly.

Dewin began communicating with me via my blog. Always with intelligent observations, providing evidence and insight. We continued our dialogue via Email and he even phoned me a few times, but we never met.

It’s only now that I realise how little I know about him – his age, what he looked like, even the job he was doing. Somehow those things did not seem important. Dewin (AKA Chris) was more than those things.

What came across to me was a deeply compassionate and caring man. A creative force full of concern for others and a spiritual person who saw life as a contest between good and evil.

He resigned his post in the DHSS in disgust at the way people were being treated. He set about producing a venture to help unfortunate people. He wanted me to help because he thought that I was like-minded. He was politically motivated in the best of ways. We both despised the Tories for their callous treatment of people and greedy, self-serving ways. We both wanted to help build a better world.

Dewin cared greatly. He felt it almost as a physical pain.

He also produced these amazing epic poems in the sword and sorcery mode and I bought and enjoyed his book – The Wizard of Wands. It was unique and multilayered – very clever. It brought to life that struggle that goes on both within and around us.

A couple of days ago I was informed by Declan, Dewin’s nephew, that he had suddenly died. It came as a great shock. Dewin was so full of life and we had been conversing a lot recently. I could not believe that he was just gone, to be heard from no more. My eyes are filled with tears.

Our conversations ranged through the various political outrages to Covid and the war – always tinged with that same intelligence and caring attitude. He was well-read and researched things well.

The last thing he said to me was about the terrible Ukrainian war:

‘Do we stand by and watch or act with force? I’m glad I’m not making these huge decisions.’

So long Dewin. I will miss you Buddy!!

Petra – Around the sandstone city.

A magical place!!

Petra – Inside the Sandstone Caves

I just love the Gaudiesque weathered sandstone with its psychedelic colours.

Putin – Bitten off more than he can chew??

War – complete madness!!