Another strange lateral development that probably reflected a lot of inner angst, distrust of convention and seeking something more fulfilling.

33.
Somewhere off, in exactly the same place, there is a land where things are just a little different.
While Messny dreamed and science flourished, somewhere behind it all life was not at all the same and another scene unfurled.
In the land of Nevthinkovit, beyond the green stream, where the sun always shines and everybody is always happy, live the merry people of Havalot.
They are a race of people who always smile. Sadness and unhappiness are not known to them. They do not even have words in their language to describe such negative emotions. If you were to say to a Havalotian that you felt sad, they would not comprehend what you were talking about for their whole life is one of love and laughter. A Havalotian does not know what it is to quarrel and the idea of becoming angry or fighting would seem completely absurd. In Nevthinkovit they are all friends, have never known any different and wouldn’t have it any other way.
Some call it a magical land for darkness has been banished. The sun pours down its nourishing light and feeds everybody. So Havalotians do not have to feed, sleep or drink. All is catered for. The very idea of doing such things would have provoked hilarity. The thought was ridiculous. Why do all those things when the sun directly provides energy? When moisture can be absorbed through the skin? Why waste the energy when you could be enjoying yourself? In Nevthinkovit they do not even have to breathe. Oxygen abounds and is absorbed by the whole body. Carbon dioxide was desirable. They utilised it. Why breathe?
The people of Nevthinkovit look remarkably human apart from a few distinguishing features. They are all extremely thin and sylph-like, which gives them a delicate grace that is, with their constantly laughing faces, most appealing. They do not possess sex organs for there is no sex. They are all absolutely identical and, lastly, they are all bright green.
They are all remarkably healthy. In fact there is no disease on Nevthinkovit. There are not even accidents or deaths. Nobody could even remember being born or anybody else being born for that matter. They have always been there.
There is no such thing as crime on Nevthinkovit. For a start nobody owns anything so there was nothing to steal and there was no need to cheat or swindle. Everybody is always extremely happy and nobody feels any happier than anyone else so there is no jealousy or hate.
Life for people of Havalot was one long round of games, festivities, companionship and creativity. They spend most of their time painting, writing poems, books and stories, singing and playing music, inventing things and being hopelessly in love with each other.
Whenever you approach Havalot you pass great sculptures and works of art and hear the most delicate melodies, soaring harmonies, tinkling notes and laughter. When you get near you find them all dancing madly, joining hands in circles, clapping or playing their hand-made instruments. If they are not doing that then they are frolicking in the sea or playing all kinds of games that they had invented.
Of course not all of them were madly at it all the time. There was plenty of time to sit quietly and watch the flowers bobbing in the breeze, insects scuttling, trees waving, animals grazing or clouds forming abstract shapes of wonder. There was always something to admire or be moved by. Nobody had a care in the world and time was inconsequential.
Except for Messny. Messny was growing increasingly tired of constant joy.
Messny stood apart with a frown on his face and observed all the other grinning faces. He listened to the music and did not find it satisfying. He did not feel like joining in the games, swimming or creating anything. All the paintings, sculptures and writing seemed boring to him. He could not understand why and he could not explain it. He did not want to feel like it; he did not want to be different. He wanted to fit in and enjoy things like everybody else.
Messny stood aside and watched.
Nobody else watched. They either participated or spectated. They didn’t watch.
Messny thought that it was all remarkably tedious.
Over a period of time Messny became isolated from the others. He found new, strange feelings and emotions arising in his body as if alien chemicals were creeping through his veins. He had never felt different before. Nothing had ever changed before. But now Messny felt that he was changing. Sometimes the feelings were so strong they overwhelmed him. He had emotions that he had no name for. It was making him sullen and miserable, troubled and confused; but mainly he felt sad.
At first he had not felt that way all the time; most of the time he felt as happy as the others. But the periods of sadness had grown until they had become one all-consuming mood of desolation. His head was full of inexplicable thoughts and he’d descending into depression. Not that anybody knew that’s what it was. Depression had not been invented.
More and more Messny stood alone, outside the circle, and watched. He sat and attempted to delve into his mind to find the source of his unhappiness. He dearly wanted to join in and become part of their fun again but something inside him made him hold back. He knew that he could never be happy again until he had resolved it.
Nothing worked. There was a constant cloud in his sky.
Unlike everyone else, whose day was one long frolic, Messny’s day was broken up by the sequence of his moods. His former blissful state was a fading memory.
Messny decided to make himself detached and objective. He determined to study himself and the others in order to understand what was going on. He watched the others to analyse what it was that they were doing that left them so fulfilled and then applied it to himself. Why wasn’t he finding fulfilling? Why was he different? How did he fit into the picture?
All Messny had in his head were a series of unanswered questions that nobody else seemed bothered with at all.
They were mainly of the ‘Why?’ and ‘How?’ variety, but there was a smattering of ‘What is the purpose?’
This life, to Messny, had begun to look hollow and pointless.
What was it all about?
What could ever be achieved?
Messny found it all so very frustrating. The questions chased each other around in his head in endless circles. But there wasn’t a single answer in sight.
He watched.
He waited for the curtain to tear and a little chink of light to poke through – any clue that might assuage his raging questions and quieten his mind.
It took a long time for Messny to realise that nothing was going to be gained from all this observation. It was getting him nowhere. The charade was complete. There were no clues to be found.
If he wanted to solve his conundrum he had to do it himself. He had to take action.
There had to be something that he could do. Not that he could think what it might be. He was searching for action.
For Messny he knew that somewhere out there was a purpose and he meant to find it. That meant forcing his mind to travel down new pathways – and that is never easy. Somehow he had to send currents travelling down new pathways through the neurons in his brain. He had to create new patterns.
After much thought he decided that the best place to start is always the beginning. He set off in search of the beginning.
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