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Dying inside? Yes!
Outwardly I am going through that process of ageing. It’s a bloody nuisance. You know what it’s all about. As a man I am doing all the usual. My hair is thinning (who wants fat hair anyway?), I’ve put on weight, my skin has lost its elasticity, I’ve lost a few teeth and I’ve got a case of pattern greying. I’ve also lost strength and agility.
There’s not much about it that is pleasant.
On a biochemical basis all the chemistry in my cells is running less efficiently. The pathways are getting clogged up with waste metabolytes and protein placques. It’s like someone’s poured sugar in my petrol.
On a genetic basis a number of deleterious genes are kicking in. They only start up once past the age of thirty. They cause a bit of mayhem. Some of them are fatal. I have to hope I don’t have one of those. It’s the luck of the draw.
On a cellular basis my cells are replacing themselves as they wear out. The replacements – due to the damage – are not likely to function as well. The main problem cellular problem is with the brain. The brain cells do not regenerate. Once you hit twenty five you have all that you’re ever going to have. After that they begin to die off. Every glass of wine, bump on the head, or toxin wipes out a goodly number. A glass of beer does away with 60,000 or so. So I’m a good few million down. Fortunately we have surplus and they take up the strain. It’s only when you get old that the numbers tell.
My brain is less efficient. My short term memory is crap.
On a tissue level it’s all about sagging and atrophy. My muscle strength is down – I’m losing fibres daily. My collagen and elastin fibres are much fewer. My skin sags. The places where there is articulation are eroding. My back, hips, knees and finger joints ache. The cartilage is wearing thin. In terms of my back, hips and knees that is only to be expected. We have not evolved to walk upright. Our bipedal nature is recent. It puts immense strain on the lumbar region and lower joints. We should shuffle about like other chimps. It would be better for us.
On an organ level my essential organs – kidneys, liver, heart and brain are all becoming less efficient. I can’t process alcohol as well. I am not so resilient. I can’t run or bend very well.
To sum it up – I’m a sad case. I’m dying by degrees.
It probably means I’m not going to play rugby for England now, attract Haile Berry to run off with me, write the greatest book in the world, solve the greatest astrophysical conundrum or take up gymnastics.
I’m busy dying day by day.
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