‘My Britain’ – A long lost poem recreated.

My Britain

 

So this is my Britain:

A land of rugged rocks on shores with crashing waves;

A land of green rolling hills,

Craggy mountains,

Meadows of gaily coloured flowers alive with insects;

The chirp of crickets, the buzz of bees, the scurry of beetles and the bob of butterflies;

The darting of lizards into crisped undergrowth, the rustle of mice, voles and hedgehogs.

In the dappled glades of the forest remnants the fallow deer chew alertly. Under hedges rabbits venture from their burrows, adders, grass-snakes and slowworms bask in the sun, soaking up the heat, or languish in safety under the corrugated tin.

In the fields the red poppies bob among the feather-top grasses, the purple thistle stands erect and the yellow buttercup and dandelion gleam like tiny glowing suns.

In the streams the stickle-backs dart, frogs are still with eyes protruding, prone within the water and newts crawl lugubriously between the fronds of water weed as pond skaters skim above.

On the seashores and mudflats the waders scamper and peck as the waves recede, the gulls soar, glide and call, crabs peer from beneath rocks and barnacles scoop specks from out the water.

This is the land of moors of purple heather and green bracken, of lakes, lochs and cwms, abandoned mines and standing stones, of brochs, long barrows, burial chambers and castles, that signify the history, the mystery and long faded memory of the past, vestiges of by-gone eras.

This is my Britain:

A place populated by a mongrel race whose stride was large enough to girdle the whole earth, whose imagination has changed the world, who have left their mark in time, in every continent, in every clime.

A race rooted in Celt, in Pict, in Angle, Saxon, Norse, Roman and Norman, and later, as the trade routes opened up the world, in Asian, African, Australian, American and beyond – a mixture of races full of hybrid vigour and the purity of nascent blends; and all the stronger for it. Whose very language reflects this rich history of intermingling, so diverse, so expressive, so vibrant, so fluid – as if the opulence of genes flows forth from effervescent minds through the versatility of tongues. For though rooted in our European traditions we have incorporated the whole gamut of mankind and extracted the best to create something all the greater.

These are the people from whom I have descended – the outward looking, the brave and adventurous, those that rose to the challenge and sought the novel, whose poets revealed, whose story-tellers delighted ears, whose adventurers ignited spirits, whose philosophers dared to question, whose inventors and scientists harnessed wonder and whose dreams reached for the stars.

These were the people whose compassion and tolerance created hope and homes; whose spiritual buccaneers tackled mysteries and whose first response was the helping hand.

This is my Britain:

A land of contrasts, of variety, of peace, serenity and wonder,

A land of pleasant folk, with varied traditions and minds of scope,

A land of scholars, wisdom and industry,

A land full of history, yet still reaching for the future.

From these rocky shores, sandy bays and welcoming harbours, we still reach out to embrace the beyond.

From this place of culture and civilisation we welcome in the new, to incorporate and grow.

This is my Britain!

Not an insular island, alone, but a thriving centre, a focus of trade, a flourishing nest of humanity, a creative force, a smiling face of civilised companionship, reaching out to the world, living at one with nature.

Not the warlords, not the politicians, not the mean-minded bigots, the small-minded nationalists, the money-grabbers and life-suckers, but the musicians, the artists, the scientists, dancers, the merry-makers, singers, swashbucklers, free spirits, travellers, roamers, explorers, dreamers, builders, players, writers, poets and the ordinary folk whose smiles and gleeful voices are an example for us all.

Yes, this is my Britain,

A gleaming island, a green jewel, surrounded by cleansing waves, whose people have this spirit to delve and solve the greatest ambiguities, to shine light into the darkness and turn the bitterest bile into the sweetest nectar.

This is the Britain I am part of, stem from and take with me where-ever I tread.

This is my Britain.

This is my Britain.

 

I wrote a poem much like this many years ago. I put it to a pastoral piece of music by Frinzi. I melded it to a slide-show of my photographs of Britain – from the mountains and lochs of Scotland, through the green valleys of Ireland and Wales, the moors and forests of England to the abandoned tin mines of Cornwall – incorporating the flowers, wildlife and Neolithic rocks.

I showed it a number of times and it always garnered a good response.

Unfortunately I lost it. I have searched for a number of years as its memory festered in my mind.

Finally, today, I decided that enough was enough. I wrote it again.

This is not the same poem but the elements are mostly there. In these days of Brexit, with its mean-minded insularity, and fear-ridden hatred, I wanted to reaffirm my belief and faith in a better Britain, one based on the love, creativity, friendliness and expansive, welcoming nature that I crave. That is the Britain that I love, that is what gives me hope and strength.

That is the Britain I want. That is my Britain.

My beliefs – Awe and Wonder – The Big Bang.

My beliefs – Awe and Wonder – The Big Bang.

There are a number of things that simply do not make sense to me. They are hard for my mind to comprehend. That is probably not at all surprising given that the human brain is tiny and limited and the concepts we are trying to deal with are ginormous. We’ll probably never know. I find them fascinating to think about. They fill me with awe and wonder.

The Big Bang – The universe is expanding. If we extrapolate it back to a point we are back at the beginning.
I believe that this universe started with a big bang; that all matter and energy was spontaneously created out of nothing. Matter and antimatter, dark matter and energy burst into being and the universe came into existence.
I do not know how. I do not know if we are one of an infinite number of polyverses. I do not know what was before the Big Bang.
I believe science will tell us more and more but may never know. It might be beyond mankind’s understanding.
This is hard to accept.
I do not believe that this presumes the presence of a god – the creator. That is convenient but explains nothing to me. It seems a very human response and merely puts the mystery one step further away – where did god come from? Where was he living? What was there before god? Who gave him these divine powers? That seems even more simplistic and far-fetched.
I believe there is a mystery that is awe inspiring. Whatever caused it leaves me full of wonder.

The Purpose of Life

The Purpose of life!!

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As an antitheist I am often accused of being pointless.

Far from it. I am not at all depressed by the knowledge that my life is finite. I opened my eyes on this incredible universe sixty five years ago and at some point in the next thirty five years, maybe today, I will close them forever.

For me the universe will cease to exist just as it did before I was born.

In some ways that is sad and I can see how some people might find that frightening and pointless. I don’t.

I would find the idea of living forever excruciatingly tedious. What would you do for all that time? It would be a jail sentence. What mysterious purpose would there be to that? There would no be a purpose. You cannot hide a lack of ultimate purpose behind  either – ‘God has a plan’ or ‘We have to progress through many stages and lives’ – for me that is merely a psychological cop out.

No. I am happy with a finite life. It means that every second is precious. Every moment has to be wrung dry of all possible joy. It will not come round again.

So, if there is no ultimate purpose then what is the thing that makes life worth getting up for? (And yes by the way – I am a very moral person. I do not need some religious doctrine and fear to make me moral. Morality makes sense. It is a philosophy that brings happiness.)

Here are the reasons to get out of bed. This is my ABC of life:

a. Love

b. Fun

c. Making the world a better place

d. Awe and wonder

e. Creativity

f. Solving the problems

g. Enjoying the splendours

h. Exploring everything

I. Reading

j. Writing

k. Sharing

l. Appreciating a nice meal, a glass of wine and good company

m. Arguing and educating

n. Speaking out against the madness

o. Caring for other animals

p. Looking out for the plants

q. Learning from history

r. Sport

s. Driving

t. Swimming in a cool pool on a hot day

u. Looking up at the stars and drifting to infinity

v. Getting an idea for a story, painting, poem or dance

w. Thinking

x. Singing and playing music

y. Appreciating art, theatre, dance, drama, music, poetry …….

z. Dancing

aa. Photography

I think that’s probably quite enough to fill a life-time or two.

My beliefs – Wonder and Awe

My beliefs – Wonder and Awe

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My beliefs – Wonder and Awe

I believe wonder and awe play a big role in making life rewarding.

There are lots of things that fill me with wonder and awe. Here are some of them:

Contemplating the universe and infinity.

Lying back and looking up into the dust of stars and imagining the countless numbers of galaxies and stars. What might all those planets be like? I am fascinated by black holes, quasars, bent space, the speed of light, infinity, dark matter, Stephen Hawkins, Einstein and Newton, and anti-matter universes.

I was told that the estimate is that we only see 4% of what is there.

There are days when I could fall up into the sky and float free.

Contemplating the microcosm.

All around me and inside me is an ocean of subatomic worlds. I appear to be solid yet energy and matter is zooming in and out of me all the time, radioactive particles explode within my brain. There is no solidity. Inside it delves to a different infinity. There are molecules instead of galaxies. Energy roars. Quarks are perpetual motion machines that will keep going until the end.

Rocks, mountains, gorges, canyons, waterfalls and icebergs.

I am attracted to them. Volcanoes, geysers, minerals and waterfalls. They thrill me. Standing on the rim of Grand Canyon or the Blue Mountains is awesome.

Ancient monuments, temples, churches, mosques, castles, walls, and crumbling ruins.

I am moved by their beauty, their history and the tales they could tell.

Music, art, drama, writing, dance, photography, poetry and all creative outpourings from the spirit and passion of creative people.

I can walk round an art gallery in wonder or rock out at the front of a concert or sit and listen to the words and my spirit soars.

Trees, wild-life, animals and the natural world.

It breaks my heart to see the way it is being trashed. The majesty trees felled, the animals slaughtered, the land raped.

Love, sex, friendship and relationship.

Love gives substance to my life. My loves and friendships are the lodestone of everything I do. My family is a magnetic pull that centres me. Sex is the nearest I get to magic.

Travel.

New people, new places, new customs, new sights – it is stimulating. It is mind expanding. It puts your life in perspective.

 

I do not need religion. Spirituality for me is this wonder and awe of being in the midst of such a wondrous place with stupendous experiences.

I fill my life and am sated by it.

Living in a Haze – a poem

Living in a Haze

 

Living in a haze

Of routine,

Obliviously,

Mindlessly

Running through

Mundane existence.

Amid the wonders

Of possibility

We settle for the ordinary.

We squander

The moments

And fail

To treasure

What is around us.

 

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We live in a huge mystery and magnificent universe where colossal energies are forging new stars and galaxies of trillions of stars collide. Yet we lay the stove and cook the meals as if every day was not amazing.

Wouldn’t it be good to have more senses??

Wouldn’t it be nice to have a full range of senses to see the world in all its splendour – to see the full spectrum of the electromagnetic spectrum – and more!

How about UV, Gamma, X-Ray and Infra-red?? What would the world look like if we saw magnetism? What we actually see and perceive is a tiny fraction of the energy that is out there and we are truly stranded between the microcosm and macrocosm without seeing either without our instruments.

I often wonder about the senses of other animals. The smell of dogs. Do they actually form a mental image of the world from scent?

What are these faculties that homing pigeons possess? How do they know their position?

Then there is the human zeitgeist. We seem to share a sense of the times. Every era has a feel to it that is contagious.

Then the synchronicity between people – like shared ideas, shared consciousness. More developed in some than others. Does it have a real scientific basis? Do we communicate in ways we do not yet understand?

So much more to be understood!

Some facts and thoughts about the Sun.

Today is the winter solstice – the shortest day of the year in the Northern Hemisphere. It is dark in the morning and gets dark again mid evening. I don’t like it. This is the time when we start to yearn for a bit of light and warmth. Unfortunately we have a few months of winter to get through first – the time of cold and wet where the land is shut down. It shuts my spirits down too.

But we do have two things to look forward to:

Christmas – which were the pagan Solstice festivals – a time to celebrate the rebirth of the sun with much rejoicing.

The drawing out of the days! – Yes – starting tomorrow the days are drawing out again (even though it gets colder!).

I thought it would be a good idea to take a little look at some facts about the sun to cheers us up (or at least to cheer me up).

We live in the Goldilocks region. Our planet orbits at exactly the right distance from the sun to allow life to exist – it is not too hot and not too cold. This is not as surprising as it sounds. If we didn’t life would not have arisen (at least not in the form it has). So eat up your porridge and give thanks.

The sun is very big! Over one million Earths could fit inside it. It accounts for 99.86% of all the mass in the solar system – or put another way – all the planets and asteroids clumped together would only account for 0.14%. So it is very big – much bigger that it seems when sitting on the horizon.

The sun is very small! Or at least the sun is just average compared to other stars. Betelgeuse, a red giant, is about 700 times bigger than the sun and about 14,000 times brighter! We’d certainly need sunglasses!

Our sun is currently a white dwarf but one day it will expand into a huge red giant and consume all the planets out to Venus – including the Earth. We will all be vaporised along with every fossil and bit of evidence that we ever existed! We have only got 5 billion years left to start planning!

Our sun is pretty nippy – travelling at 220 km per second – but then so are we!

Our sun is 91% Hydrogen, 7.8% Helium, and 1% other gases, and runs on fusion power. We are trying to perfect fusion power on Earth to give us unlimited clean energy – it’s much cleaner than fission power. But it is hard to create a bit of the sun on Earth. You need very bright scientists.

The sun is 4.5 billion years old! Happy birthday! It is now in middle age – halfway through its life and having a bit of a mid-life crisis – breaking out in sunspots!

Light from the sun takes eight minutes and twenty seconds to reach the earth – so if it has just erupted we won’t know about it for eight minutes and twenty seconds (less the time it took you to read this!)

The sun is very hot – its temperature is approximately between 5500 and 6000 degrees Celsius. The only way you could land on it is to go up at night!

The sun is a ball of gas and has no solid surface so if you did try to land on it you’d need to take a bit of ground with you!

The sun’s gravity is 28 times stronger than earth’s gravity so it would not be good for most sport’s events as competitors would be squashed – even though you would not require floodlighting.

Nuclear reactions occur within the core of the sun, due to its temperature and pressure! The heat and energy released from the core of the sun take a million years to reach its surface! A million years! One guy in Los Angeles used to charge tourists $50 to see a nuclear explosion. He took their money, pointed up at the sun and ran away.

The sun only emits three types of energy – infra-red, ultra-violet and visible light. If it wasn’t for the ozone layer we’d be burnt by the UV and would have hides like a rhinoceros.

Solar flares occur when there are changes in magnetism that throw gouts of plasma out into space. The amount of energy released during a flare is equivalent to a simultaneous explosion of millions of 100-megaton hydrogen bombs. This explosion is ten million times greater than a volcanic eruption but less than 1/10th of the total energy emitted by the sun per second. But it is still best to use protective clothing when standing close to a solar flare!

Ancient religions used to worship the sun as an actual deity riding across the heavens. Makes as much sense as any other religion to me.

Merry Solstice!!! Merry Solstice!!!! Merry Solstice!!!

Merry Solstice!!! Merry Solstice!!!! Merry Solstice!!!

May the long time sun shine upon you

All love surround

And the pure light inside you

Guide your way on!

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Today is the shortest day of the year. After today the days start drawing out. This is the turning point to look to create something great out of the new life.

This was a day of pagan celebration!

The Christians purloined it to make into Christmas but the pagans had it first.

I raise a glass of rich red blood wine to you!!

I wish you all a glorious new year full of great possibility!!!

Here’s to the strengthening Sun!!!

Here’s to a year of great joy and triumph!!

MERRRRRRYYYYYYY SOOOOOLSTIIIIICEEEEE!!!!!!!

I wish you love, happiness and fulfillment!!

Heroes.

We all have heroes. The question is as to whether they shape our personalities or we are attracted to them because they reflect our personalities. I suspect they reinforce what is already there.

My heroes are not the superheroes of comics but real people who lived real lives. They are mainly creative people whose work moved me and touched my spirit. They lit up my mind, caused a surge of wonder or made me stop and think. They opened new windows onto the universe.

My Heroes include:

Writers

Henry Miller, Jack Kerouac, William Burroughs, John Steinbeck, D.H. Lawrence, Ken Kesey, George Orwell, Aldous Huxley, Kurt Vonnegut, Margaret Atwood, James Baldwin, Anne Frank, Maya Angelou

Artists

Magritte, Dali, Picasso, Bosch, Edward Burra, Van Gogh, Miro, Gaugin, Renoir, Turner, Monet, Klee

Songwriters

Woody Guthrie, Roy Harper, Bob Dylan, Leonard Cohen, Phil Ochs, Don Van Vliet, Frank Zappa, John Lennon, Jello Biafra, Mark E Smith, Neil Young, Elvis Costello, Ian Dury, Buffy St Marie, Chuck Berry,

Poets

Allen Ginsberg, Wilfred Owen, John Keats, Robert Frost, E.E. Cummings, T.S Elliott

Philosophers

Noam Chomsky, Bertrand Russell

Sci-Fi writers 

Arthur C Clarke, Robert Sheckley, Iain Banks, Philip K Dick, Robert Heinlein, Isaac Asimov, Ray Bradbury, James Blish, Ursula Le Guinn, Jack Vance

Comedians

The Goons, Spike Milligan, Monty Python, Marty Feldman, George Carlin, Bill Hicks, Harpo Marx

Film makers

Ken Loach, Stanley Kubrick

Native Americans

Black Elk, Crazy Horse, Sitting Bull, Red Cloud

Politicians

Mandela, Gandhi, Martin Luther King, Mujica

Musicians

Beatles, Jimi Hendrix, Stones, Pink Floyd, Captain Beefheart, Stiff Little Fingers, Kinks, Love, Doors, Country Joe, Elmore James, Howlin’ Wolf, Muddy Waters, Jimmy Reed, Son House, Otis Redding, Joni Mitchell, Jefferson Airplane, Bo Diddley, Little Richard, Elvis Presley, Buddy Holly, Downliners Sect, Pretty Things, Cream, Free, Patti Smith

Scientists

Charles Darwin, Carl Sagan, Desmond Morris, Richard Dawkins, Galileo, Leonardo De Vinci, Rosalind Franklin

Environmentalists

Rachel Carson, Jane Goodall, Chico Mendes, Richard Attenborough, Gordon Rattray Taylor, Gerald Durrell, Dian Fossey, Robert Hunter, Dick McTaggart

Sportsmen

George Best, Muhammad Ali, Ian Botham

 

They all explode in my head, enrich my life and surround me with their genius.

These guys are the tip of a very big rainbow iceberg.

 

The Tinkerbell Effect – Worthy Fictions for the 21st Century

I was told that my views on the fictions we believe in and their decay was depressing.

I do not believe that.

I just think we need better fictions and I believe in the Tinkerbell effect. If we believe hard enough we can make things great.

We need better fictions for the 21st Century.

I think it is quite easy to see that the things people believe in are human constructs that have no reality; they are fictions we created long ago:

God – a superbeing that there is no evidence for but believed in by people;

A country – an artificially created area of land arbitrarily agreed on by people;

A Monarch/President – an ordinary human being elevated by birth or election into a position of power by people;

Money – pieces of worthless paper given value to by people.

These are indeed fictions that only possess power because they are believed in.

My contention is that many people no longer believe in these things like they used to. Hence the cohesion of society is failing and we are becoming divided.

I think people can find things that they can collectively believe in such as:

The protection of nature

The worth of all human beings

And while these new beliefs would indeed be fictions created by man they do have the power if people believe in them. It’s the Tinkerbell effect.

I see nothing depressing about it. We just need better fictions for a secular 21st century.