I’m woke and proud of it. I know exactly what it means. I woke up long ago to see through the hypocritical straitjacket that we were all corralled in.
Back in the 1940s it was all God, King and Country. We had a rigid class system and knew our place. We were meant to wave Union Jacks on Empire Day and knew that Britain was the greatest place on Earth. We were British, proud and better than the rest.
What a pile of bollocks.
I woke up to the hypocrisy of this long ago when I was a kid. I intrinsically knew it was all a lie. When we went to the cinema they used to end the film with the National Anthem and, like the placid mugs we were, expected to stand and pay homage to our superiors. I sat.
God. Well I never did deal with that invention very well. The idea of some invisible superbeing who was watching everything you did, judging you, setting impossible targets, expecting daily worship and adoration with dress codes and dietary requirements and meting out infinite punishment for indiscretions, but loved us, seemed ridiculous. Is ridiculous.
When I was young I just saw it as weird. When I became woke I realised that it was a vehicle of repression, a game. The rich and powerful, with all their pomp and ceremony, dressed up and went through a performance aimed at keeping us in our place. Those Bishops, Business tycoons, Royalty and dignitaries did not believe in the stuff. If they had they wouldn’t have been kiddie fiddling, exploiting workers and amassing wealth and power. It was a game, a charade. I could see the rich paying lip-service. Church on Sunday – screwing everyone the rest of the week. They dressed up and played a part and were the biggest hypocrites on the planet. It was about control and power and I was not going to be one of those placid sheep.
King. Well for some reason, that I never could fathom a family stemming from a group of blood-thirsty robber barons and ruthless cutthroats who ruled by violence and fear, set up despicable warlords in castles to subjugate and control, were now considered respectable and ordained by that invisible superbeing. So were these people, this family, superior to me? Was their rule based on superior intelligence and breeding? Or was it based on a series of historical crimes, wars and terror? Was I supposed to kow-tow to these super-wealthy, powerful individuals? I think not. They shit and pee just like me. They have no power over me.
Country. A country is a concept. In one sense it is a piece of land but in this context it’s a nation. Various tribes fought over it since time immemorial. They fought to gain land to settle, hunt, farm, mine and exploit. Like primitive animals they fought for territory. Except the land was divvied up among the ‘aristocrats’ who laid claim to it and charged the serfs for the privilege of living there. These robber barons claimed the land as their own then sold it to us for profit. Over the course of time they have exploited us and used us. Am I meant to be proud of their robbery? Am I meant to be proud of the way they used us in their armies to fight against other tribes for gain?
The story of any nation is the story of the amassing of wealth and power for a small minority who lived in luxury off our efforts. History records the sordid exploits of the powerful. The humble majority lived humble lives often in poverty and drudgery. They were only ever fed the crumbs.
The Empire was the result of trade, conquest, slavery and violence. The subjugation of other cultures is not something to be proud of. The poor who were used to fight for possession of other peoples’ lands is not something to be proud of. The cynical pillaging of foreign countries to steal their resources is not something to be proud of. The way all that wealth went back into the hands of a minority who lived in their palaces and mansions while the rest of us lived in hovels and slums is not something to be proud of. The exploitation of workers on starvation pay, dangerous work for long hours so that those wealthy elite could live in luxury is not something to be proud of.
I am proud of the way the working people stood up for their rights and fought for fair pay, equality and workers’ rights. None of which were freely given. I am proud of them securing the vote for men and women. I am proud of the compassion, empathy and equality we fought for; our support for oppressed people around the world.
I am proud of our British values – tolerance, equality, empathy, compassion, freedom of expression, freedom of thought, freedom of speech. Values to be proud of.
I am proud of our achievements in creative areas, our writers, dancers, actors, poets, artists, sculptors, film makers, inventors, scientists and innovators.
I am proud of our sportsmen and sportswomen – though they get paid ridiculously.
I’m proud of our carers, reporters and aid workers.
But am I proud of my country? No.
I love living here. I love the landscape and I love most of the people. I despise the racist thugs, the fascists and conmen like Johnson, Farage, Tice and Rees-Mogg – the modern-day robber barons who are in it for self-gain. I despise royalty and the class system. I despise the power-mad and greedy.
Is Britain worth dying for? Depends who the fight is; who we are fighting and why. I don’t know of too many just wars. Most are fought for the benefit of that elite.
I am not a nationalist or patriot. I weigh things up. I know there are a lot of evil deeds in our past. I know there are evil deeds in every country’s past. I’m woke.
I see all people as being equally important.
I think this attempt to divide people on race, religion or nationality is not just pathetic; it’s obscene. We are one species. We have one planet. We’re best when we support and care for each othyer.
I’m woke.
You won’t find me painting roundabouts, putting up flags, attacking immigrants, supporting racist xenophobic parties, wearing crusader uniforms and denigrating other nationalities or races.
I’m woke.
I don’t think that a violent Turkish thug, now called St George, a man who never came to England, represents the values I stand for – and I don’t believe in dragons.
I can see why we created these social structures – it’s all about social cohesion. When a society is stable and people work together around a shared set of values we are happy and secure.
The irony is that the chancers and scoundrels, the greedy and power-mad populists like Trump, Farage and Johnson, have done their best to disrupt that social cohesion. Under the guise of false patriotism they seek to divide, spread fear and hate and then prosper from the division and discord they sow.
I’m woke.
I see the good and the bad.
I’m not blinded by God, King and Country. I know the past, with its poverty, slums, racism, drudgery and inequality was not a great place to aspire to. It worked for those at the top.
These modern-day populists, who tell us they’ll make us great again, are feathering their own nests. IMO they are selfish, greedy, dangerous people.
I’m woke – I recognise them for what they are!
IMO it’s about time we recognised the elite and populists as the self-serving liars they all are, rejected their greed and coalesced around a bigger, better vision!

