This was the end of Part 1. I wanted a mystical ending that linked in to the Flux from which all things are born.
If I was writing this now I would not have made the mystical so prominent. My beliefs have altered over time. I no longer subscribe to the view that there is a force that we are part of. There may be. There may not. To me it is immaterial. But I wrote this in my youth when I was all fired up with a mystical purpose to life.
But this stands as what it was. I enjoyed it. Part 2 is a short section that concludes the first book.
54.
I am the boundaries you impose
I am the unending road you walk
I am the gateway you have never found
I am the garden that lies within
You may seek me for eternity
I am that most men have turned from
I am the reason for all suffering
I am beyond pain and ugliness
I am the pattern of ecstasy
Without me there is civilisation
I am half of your schizophrenia
I am the answer to your paradox
I am forever beyond your mathematics
I am that for which there are no symbols
To me you will always return
I am more in the spaces than the words
I am more present in the buzz of interference
I am removed from your gadgetry
I am eradicated from your thought
You cannot escape me
I am misused in words and deeds
I am often scorned and ridiculed
I am beyond your pettiness
I am what your religions have lost
Greater truth than you can imagine resides with me
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I like your earlier mystical self, as well as your current version 🙂
Well I’ve been enjoying meeting with him again. We change. I used to be more naive. It was touching. Took a bit of rewriting. Life is change but the essence remains. Cheers Raili.