WHAAATTT??

WHAAATTT??

A drama,

                A comedy,

                                A tragedy,

Full of bad actors

Who don’t know their parts,

Ad libbing

                Their way

                                Through the roles.

A childhood,

                A career,

                                A death,

While pretending to understand

Thinking it’s reality.

Opher – 11.12.2024

There are no rules.

There are no reasons.

We cannot create a narrative.

We are going nowhere.

It’s just a 4000 week holiday from eternity.

We call it life.

It has no purpose, no meaning; it just is.

Invisible

Invisible

Invisible,

                Insubstantial,

                                Nowhere near as solid

                                                As I think I am.

Radio waves,

                X-Rays

                                Gamma.

                                                Particles

                                                                Radiation,

Ripping through

                As if I wasn’t there.

Invisible,

                Insubstantial,

                                Temporary.

As if

                I do not really exist.

A spectre,

                A phantom,

                                A ghost.

A hazy image

                Pretending to be real.

Opher – 20.11.2024

I was idly watching the TV and thinking about all the various rays and radio waves that were constantly passing straight through my body as if I wasn’t even there.

We don’t even think about it.

But in front of a beam of radio, X-Ray, Gamma or all those cosmic particles we are non-existent. They simply rip straight through and come out the other side untouched.

Our solidity is in question.

Yet we seem relatively, give or take a cancer or two, unaffected by this unrelenting bombardment.

What is it for?

What is it for?

What is it for?

                What purpose can there be?

Justice and peace;

                Setting people free?

We’ll never stop

                ‘Til we’ve gained equality

For all of nature

                And humanity.

Joy in the sunset

                Wonder in the sea

Ecstasy in rock,

                Bee and tree.

Finding that the universe

                Is all part of me.

Opher 3.12.2021

Who knows? We have to make it up.

Quantum Fever – A Sci-fi novel. Capitalism out of control.

Quantum Fever

Capitalism gone mad.

The System is made up of thousands of planets housing trillions of people in tiny doms arranged in tiers.

The Consortium are a group of wealthy capitalists who live above the metropolis in floating mansions. The name of the game is expansion and profit.

The Quships cross quantum space in search of planets to either colonise or plunder for resources in order to maintain the system.

Quantum Fever is a disease that affects people who jump the weird reaches of quantum space.

Was Tahsin Roeg suffering from Quantum Fever or were the Consortium seeking to control her?

What of the alien planet she discovers?

Were the Primitives going to achieve their dream?

Extract

Chapter 1

I hate every minute of being in such an elite club. I play the game and I know I do it well but it really is not me. Inside I am still Tahsin Roeg, the ordinary girl from the deeper beltways of Haven.

Having this rare ability has been my ticket out of the lower tiers. At first, I revelled in it. Who would not feel good about being able to do something that so few other people could do? For someone like me, now in my middle age, short, rather dumpy and plain looking and possessing a phobia about Nano surgical recontouring, it surely proved a lifeline for my ego.

Who would not feel great about being made to feel so special, or having the potential to be elevated into such a high position in society? That skill provided me with a status that was otherwise unattainable.

My rare ability transformed the future for my entire family and gave me a pass to a life, that as an otherwise rather average girl, I could only have imagined – attaining that place in the sky we all dream of.

The skill made me wealthy and famous, but it had not made me happy and now I was finding that it was not at all fulfilling either.

Disillusionment leaves a rancid taste.

I began to see it for what it was – emptiness – sheer emptiness – all sham, all front.

We thought we were part of their club but we really were not. All we Quship Skippers were being used. We were expendable. They, ‘The Consortium’, exploited our talent, paid us handsomely but would discard us as soon as we were of no further use to them. We moved in their world but we were not part of it.

Worse than that – they thought they possessed the right to control us.

There was an epiphany when I woke up to what the Consortium was really doing. For some reason I had shut my mind to it. Now my eyes were opened. I could clearly see what game they were playing. It was so obvious.

No matter how much I tried to kid myself that I was doing a good job and bringing back the resources that everyone needed, I knew I was really working for a bunch of crooks who I did not think were very nice. They certainly were not doing it for the people – that was for sure. The whole business made me feel used and grubby. Somehow, despite all my best intentions, I had lost contact with the friends I used to have in the lower tiers. Looking back now I can see that the moment I left to start the intensive training was when I subconsciously broke away from my roots. I severed that umbilicus. It was something I was now regretting. I was starting to wonder what had become of my friends. We had shared so much. They must have felt abandoned, betrayed.

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Poetry – The Sun Just is.

The Sun Just is.

The sun just is.

                The story reads itself.

Any dream is as real.

A mind roams the universe.

                We feel

                                We think

                                                We see.

Everything adds up to nothing.

Nothing contains it all.

                We wonder

                                We taste

                                                We conjure.

Reality is inexplicable.

Consciousness an illusion.

                We touch

                                We think

                                                We disappear.

I just am

                When I am.

Opher – 7.12.2021

Explaining infinity, consciousness, dreams or reality requires magic.

We exist.

There is no explanation.

Poetry – I Live

I live

I live upon a speck of dust

Sprinkled in the heavens

Hurtling and spinning

Spiralling

Towards nowhere.

Opher – 12.9.2019

We are so full of our self-importance yet we are so minuscule – like bacteria in the toilet bowl of infinity.

Poetry – Why are you Here?

Why are you Here?

Why are you here

                My green-eyed girl?

To travel around

                And give it a whirl;

To think and to see

                To love and to find;

To give it my all

                And leave nothing behind.

Opher 3.12.2021

A brief interlude in the midst of nothing.

You just get started, figure out what it’s about, and it’s over.

Poetry – What will we do?

What will we do?

What will we do

                Now that we’re here?

We’ll do everything

                Until it becomes clear.

We’ll dance through our dreams

                Face all our fear.

We’ll stand up to you

                With laughter and tears.

Opher 3.12.2021

What the hell are we doing?

We’re filling an interlude.

Poetry – What is it for?

What is it for?

What is it for?

                What purpose can there be?

Justice and peace;

                Setting people free?

We’ll never stop

                ‘Til we’ve gained equality

For all of nature

                And humanity.

Joy in the sunset

                Wonder in the sea

Ecstasy in rock,

                Bee and tree.

Finding that the universe

                Is all part of me.

Opher 3.12.2021

Who knows? We have to make it up.

Poetry – Where do you come from?

Where do you come from?

Where do you come from

                My brown-eyed boy?

From the Milky Way

                With its four hundred billion stars;

From a solar system,

                A planet close to Mars;

From a chemical soup

                Creating molecules that think

From a mutant chimp

                And a missing link.

That’s where I am from,

                Where I live,

                                What I call home.

Opher – 3.12.2021

I was watching The Universe on TV last night

It makes you think.