I wrote this back in 1997. The idea of living for eternity in some sort of paradise or hell seemed rather bizarre. After the first zillion years anything would get boring; even heaven would be hell; we’d probably be begging for oblivion.
I want to live —- but I’m certain I don’t want to live forever. It’s bad enough with a rainy week.
It idea of paradise (with virgins thrown in) is a distinctly human concept. When you think it through it is quite appalling.
We all want to live forever in theory; we’d love to meet up with loved-ones and friends, but the reality is a different kettle of fish.
We’d all like the idea of divine justice and that all those callous bastards of ISIS get their come-uppance. But in reality that is not going to happen anywhere but here.
We have the moment we live in. We should cherish it. It has to be enough.
There is no meaning to be found in the universe. Even that will peter out into darkness eventually. But do not despair. We can live now. That is what is important. Enjoy it while you can.
nOTHING hAS nO mEANING
You can flee a country
Across the sea
With time
Escape the world;
Perhaps the galaxy.
But no matter
How far
You pierce the sky
Eventually
The universe will
Wither and die.
You can’t escape everything
We’ve all been, done
Or seen
Given the inevitability
What can any of it
Mean?
The sun will die –
The great attractor
Suck us in.
Planets collide
And all life end.
How can you win?
Life being but an instant
Fashioned from some cosmic clock
It’s just the way that we live it –
The way we think through the plot.
No matter what you do there’s
Just one chance to get it right.
Face up to living with
No room left for flight.
You can’t escape everything
We’ve all been, done
Or seen
Given the inevitability
What can any of it
Mean?
You can believe God’s visions.
You can dream of past lives,
Reunions in Heaven,
Or Paradise with ten million wives.
You can recite a trillion fairy tales
Because we all ache to live.
But if you think it through for ever
Religion’s got nothing much to give.
A mystical dream of oneness
In which we all play a part
Your Karma guides you through it
Stored as goodness in your heart.
God watches over you
Recording every sin
Making heavy judgements
About what you’re busy doing.
Heaven’s getting crowded
And Hell is even worse.
The first zillion years
Seem to go the slowest.
Eternity in the sweetness;
Living in the light,
Seems to have no purpose,
Future or delight.
Believing in God
Doesn’t take you anywhere.
Of course, it’s not intellectual;
Some fancy thoroughfare.
The mystical divine
Isn’t something to be scoffed.
So put your life on hold
And get those caps all doffed.
You can’t escape everything
We’ve all been, done
Or seen
Given the inevitability
What can any of it
Mean?
Opher 25.10.97
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