Hope!

Jane Goodall was one of my heroes! What a woman. She’s in her nineties now and still going. There is always hope.

The Book of Hope: A Survival Guide for an Endangered Planet (Audio Download): Jane Goodall, Douglas Abrams, Jane Goodall, Douglas Abrams, Penguin Audio: Amazon.co.uk: Books

I was just walking up my hill yesterday and a small flock of birds flew over and wheeled above me. I stood and watched, transfixed. Nothing moves me like nature. I couldn’t make out what they were but it was stirring. I found myself thinking.

Five hundred years ago that flock might have been a hundred times bigger. Wild life proliferated. Everywhere was a mass of nature, big and small. It seemed infinite. Catching a thousand larks to pickle their tongues as a delicacy was not even considered wrong. Larks were so numerous you could never exhaust the population. I read with horror how in Greece they filled barrels with living tortoises and used them as ballast in ships because they were so numerous it was easier than gathering rocks.

Mankind’s inherent cruelty and inability to understand suffering in animals has always horrified me.

It’s taken hundreds of years but what we have now is the remnants of what once was wonderful. What once was everyday is now rare; what once was numerous is now solitary.

When the Normans invaded King Harold marched his army from one end of the country to the other down forest trails. The whole country was a forest. There were wolves, bears, beavers and so much wildlife they would catch and eat what they wanted. I read tales of herring shoals so dense that you could walk across them.

As a child I roamed the meadows. They were alive with chirping insects. Every flower adorned with bright beetles, bugs and hover flies, bees and butterflies. Hawk moths on the willows, stickle-backs in the streams. We collected frogs, newts, slowworms, voles, lizards and snakes.

Now those fields are silent, the streams empty of darting fish.

We live in the remnants and think that is normal.

I have to believe there is hope. There is always hope.

Remnants

Remnants

Remnant of the streams.

                Remnants of the ponds.

                                Remnants of the marshes.

Remnants of the forests,

                Of times long gone.

We’re living in the remnants.

Bluebell woods and dormice,

                Badgers and owls.

No wolves,

                No bears

Or anything that growls.

Where have all the insects gone?

                Poisoned by pesticide everyone.

Will we ever learn?

                Will we ever learn?

A cycle so complex –

                Three billion years in the making.

Destroyed in a blink.

                There for the taking.

Colonies and herds,

                Flocks and swarms,

Heart-beats and breath.

                Eaten away,

                                Used and abused,

In games of profit and death.

Remnants of the forests,

                In civilisation’s sad song.

We’re living in the remnants

                Of times long gone.

A once wild isle

                Now tamed.

In the game of profit

                As progress is blamed.

Looking bereft,

Threadbare and forlorn.

Hoping for awakening

                The chance to be reborn.

Where have all the butterflies gone?

                Eaten by businessmen every one.

Will we ever learn?

                Will we ever learn?

                                Will we ever…?

Opher 15.3.2023

Watching Attenborough took me straight back to my youth, playing in the meadows, the ponds and streams, climbing trees. The newts and frogs, lizards, caterpillars, slowworms and snakes. The meadows were alive with the buzz and rustle of insects. The freshwater streams crystal clear and full of sticklebacks.

I return to those same haunts and they are silent now.

Makes me incredibly sad.