Wished I wasn’t there
As we hung around the garden
There was sadness in the air
And my heart was torn with memories
And I wished I wasn’t there
All the crying and the grieving
And the singing and the prayer;
How it was n’t what he’d wanted
And I wished I wasn’t there
With the people asking questions
Why to him? And was it fair?
But I didn’t know the answers
And I wished I wasn’t there.